Code, Creations, and Circuits

Day of bloggening 2

Hello! I’m still trying to figure out how to juggle productivity and life. It’s like if one thing happens I can’t do anything else. Then the backlogs start up. Then everything falls apart and hurts. Today, for example. Everything got too bad because rent came out and I cant even work on anything or apply ofr anything or do anything at all because of it. I wish I had some fucking stability to work on my portfoliois and blogs and readings. But, alas, that will never be the case. I’m not sure how to square that circle. There aren’t even enough hours in the day for me to do what is required just to live, so I’ll never accomplish more. idk

I did manage to do laundry today. And call my parents. Though that didn’t really do anything. idk about that either. idk about anything if we’re being honest. I did the laundry but there’s always a ton more. I cleaned the kitchen but it’s never clean. I need to work on my portfolio here and get it published so when people look at my blog they see stuff instead of nothing. I also need to finish up mixie melts and find more projects to work on to showcase my skills, so hopefully someone is impressed enough to employ me. Or I can figure something out. But the REAL issue is time. It’s always time.

I’ll never have it.